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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2002 10:47 pm
Post subject: My g/f broke up with me..yay..today just went like i wanted |
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this is a meaningless topic but..yeah..anyone elses day suck too? and if so this is basicaly a topic to vent your daily frustration of worries or sadness
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2002 11:36 pm
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To be honest, this post makes me think, I have problems, my brother is evil to the core of his heart. He and I may have some good conversations sometimes, but no, he's pure evil. He is alot stronger than I am, last time I fought with him, he ended up with a bloody nose and a black eye, I took worse, he messed me up, he is sixteen, im 13. Big difference thier. Well it's a good thing I took Kenpo classes, I stomped his ass one time, before he landed the mother load on my face. It was a preety bad battle. I have worries, I worry about school, if I fail, I am held back. About bullys, Im the tallest student in the whole building. So I don't need to worry about bullys or anything. Then this is hard to spit up but, I will say it.......my mother, she was divorced from my father while I was just a baby. I never really grew up to see her. I saw her, just that, I only saw here a couple times, then she was gone. About 4 years later, she visits me. She leaves again, about 6 years after that, she visits me, she was older, I was sadder. Then, on one of my birthdays, way back, I asked for MK3 for Gameboy on my birthday, she delivered. Although she was never thier for my Birthday day.
My mom looks exactly like Sonya, in MK1. Except with red hair. Years later, Im now older, she comes to spend a week with me, when I was in bed, I could hear her and my dad fighting. My mom was fucking him and threting to stay at a motel. She didn't though, I woke up the next morning, she was gone, she went home, in Flordia. The only thing she left for me was a note saying she loved me, and XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO's. Years later, Im now 13. I never see her anymore, I rarly get a call from her. I miss her so much, at the top lair of my heart, thier is Kindness, Hatred. But in my hearts core, thier is Love and Sadness. Everytime I think about her, smiling at me and enjoying all those good times, I have no choice but to let the tears go, I can't help it, I can't hold them back unlike other things, for my love for her, its to strong to hold back. Thinking about her now brings tears to my eyes. Im serious. In my mind, my brain just tells me, she is not coming back. I miss her, so fuckin much 
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2002 11:49 pm
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I had a bad hair day today.My head has got ugly again.Stupid curly hair.I shaved my legs a month ago,the hair is growing back.Why the hell we stupid humans have hairy bodies.I never have a good day.I've got problems everydays.My life sucks so damn much.I wear those lame glasses,which make me look like a nerd.You see,my life is pure shit.
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2002 1:13 am
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sorry to hear that deadfool, yeah i never knew my dad, he like left when i was like 2. then he only comes around or calls me to treat me like shit or to remind me how worthless i am. but one thing i still haven;t gooten over way...growin up all my life i had to take care of my sick grandmother and i loved her, she was the closest thing to me. but waking up everyday to sickness,anger,pain,vomit,crying,blood and just look at the person yo ulove the most in torment, looking them in the eye and knowning you can't do a damn thing about it. and yeah like i said i loved my g/m, we never fought we always got along and..sometimes she would give up her money just to buy me toys jus tto keep a smile on my face which really make sme feel even worse...cause one day i wa spissed and yelled a tme g/m and the las thing i said to her was "i hate you" and she starting crying. and then like 10 mins later she went into a coma and she was rushed to the hospital. she stayed that way for about 2 weeks straight then she woke up long enough to look right at me and goes "i love you adam, i am sorry for being a trouble to you" then she died right there before me. and i never go tto say goodbye or sorr yor tell her i loved her...just..yeah anyway...i'm out..
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2002 7:56 pm
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Thats worse than I go through. It's so true, I miss my mother, altough she will never, ever, come back again. I wil lbe able to visit her, but she hates my dad, and won't visit me.
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2002 10:56 pm
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if u didnt like her than why wouldnt u just brake up wit her?
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Posted: Wed Sep 04, 2002 12:43 am
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every weekday sux because of one little thing.....................school
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Posted: Wed Sep 04, 2002 2:25 am
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"God Gave Rock n' Roll, to you
Gave Rock n' Roll to you
Gave Rock n' Ro- oll to every-one..."
Just a song to cheer us all up 
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Posted: Wed Sep 04, 2002 8:07 pm
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Ever sence I brought up the thought of my mom, I flamed my dad harsly last night. I just didn't want to be sad thinking about her, it hurts me real badly. So I might have to go back to therapy. I said....NO. Just that I trully is hard on me when I think about her.
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icewinddale1
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Posted: Wed Sep 04, 2002 8:09 pm
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I'm sorry too TheDeadFool
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His approach will be as silent as new fallen snow...his attack as fierce as winter's blizzard...his devastation as brutal as winter's relentless chill...he is complete (Lin Kuei Grandmaster)
So fair... yet so cold... like a morning of pale spring still clinging to winter's chill (Grima Wormtongue)
In the depths of Winter I finally learned that within me there lay an invinsible summer (Albert Camus)
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Posted: Wed Sep 04, 2002 11:54 pm
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You know, It easy to live a life without someone you miss, because they don't slip into your mind and and drive you over the edge. When I saw this post, it came back. My memories of my mom, it's not easy living a life while under tense presure over somone you miss deep down in your heart.
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Posted: Thu Sep 05, 2002 3:11 am
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i am sorry man..i didn't mean to but yeah thoughts come on my head liek that everyday..then poeple wonder why i am depressed and resort to self-mutilation, ow most of you will rip on me for doing that to myself but f*ck all of you for saying anything about it..i know it is dumb but you are not me or anyone else who does it..you do not feel this way, you do not have these reasons pop in your head where ally ou wanan do is bleed out the pain..if you could step in my shoes for just 5 mins..all the sad emotions that woudl hit you..you would go and kill yourself trust me...now like i said i am not the worst case in the world but yeah..i'm out see ya all later, i am working on another song for you deadfool. i am glad you liek my work but i am sorry if i keep reminding you of her..i hope my songs can help you cope with it some, see ya people
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Posted: Thu Sep 05, 2002 12:27 pm
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i feel sorry too!
but my life is a living hell too!
my bad life is too big to post!
.dad and mom devorced
.brother in da navy
.had to give one of my dogs away, now i have two
.great grandpa died in a car crash
.my old baby sitter (when i was 3) beat the shit out of me all the time
.have to go to school/prison whats the difference?
.nothin to do, so i hang out at this site all day
.i had 3 girlfriends they all broke up wit me (because there ass holes)
.my third girlfriend broke my heart and now she wants me back *laughs*
.im 12 and i get stressed
.i tried to kill myself a couple of times
.i have like 50 people who hate me
well thats my life! 
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Posted: Thu Sep 05, 2002 6:12 pm
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That's a sucky life.
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Posted: Thu Sep 05, 2002 8:29 pm
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Yeah it sucks! 
but what the hell can i do about it? 
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